I blinked and those 6 days vanised. I want them back. Or I at least wish I could have frozen time.I couldn’t do 20. How the fuck am I supposed to do 35. I need you in my life and when your there, you’re never in my life anymore. Never get to talk, and of course never get to see you. I pray its easier for you than last time. I’m missing you already. Goofing of with you, sunset on the hammock, and just being with you. Ugh this is going to be so fucking tough, but I’ll do it for you. I’m just left here snuggling this monkey wearing your shirt. :) I’m gonna miss these kisses. :( fuck. I’m so sick to my stomach from all of this crying. :( I’m never doing this again. No more goodbyes. Period.

I blinked and those 6 days vanised. I want them back. Or I at least wish I could have frozen time.I couldn’t do 20. How the fuck am I supposed to do 35. I need you in my life and when your there, you’re never in my life anymore. Never get to talk, and of course never get to see you. I pray its easier for you than last time. I’m missing you already. Goofing of with you, sunset on the hammock, and just being with you. Ugh this is going to be so fucking tough, but I’ll do it for you. I’m just left here snuggling this monkey wearing your shirt. :) I’m gonna miss these kisses. :( fuck. I’m so sick to my stomach from all of this crying. :( I’m never doing this again. No more goodbyes. Period.